Muhfugga got the nerve to call somebody...

It's been... It's been 33 years since you first loved me. Loved me in a way that was supposed to be. I was five just sleepin. To bed my mother put me... asleep I lay and your hand tugged against my leg. It's been 33 years since you first loved me. The hot semen runnin down my legs and "shhhhhhhhhh" were the words I heard you say and "come here" was an often call and I remember the closet, the one you hid me in next to the hall. It's been... It's been 33 years since you first loved me. I remember, I remember the time you asked permission for me to go to the laundromat with you. Remember? Yeah, how you got out the car after parking it next to the high school. Nevah washed clothes on the side of the street, but you washed your body against mine... I guess that counts right? Your cleansing... not mine. It's been 33 years since you first loved me and now you wanna, wanna make a phone call to daddy. Ha, ha... did you tell him how you made me suck your dick? Punk ass muthafuckka... It's been 33 years since you first loved me. Hope you bringin a condom this time, cause I can get pregnant fo real... not like the mental pregnancy you forced me into and now I gotta deal with the afterbirth. Yo punk ass relived your own misery. Was it because daddy left that you were so aroused to abuse and leave me? What was it. I'm swimmin with this feelin of fuckin yo ass up..... I cant stand you. I've murdered you in my mind long ago and now you wanna call. Please, please tell him where you use to touch me. Please tell him that you made several introductions to my body. And I heard you got five kids now.... I wonder which one got to meet you in the other room. This shit kills me thinking about it. It's been 33 years since you loved me. Was it that easy to store away thoughts of Kindergarten lips on your genitals... huh? You a sick ass muhfugga...... and yeah I'm pissed! I oughta be. Somethin gone blow... gotta figure this one out. You can't tramp around and fuck up people's lives and resurface like Robin Hood... You aint here to save nobody. You aint did shit but terrorize me and God knows who else. It's been 33 years since you loved me. But this year "nigga" it looks like I might be loving you.