stepin away from yesterday

I ... I sometimes look behind me to see just how far I have come. One blink and its yesterday. Lookin ahead aint so easy. I haven't travel down this path before. The unfamiliar steps are... are making me think about blinking again... I'll lose it when I close my eyes. Stay awake. Turn back. Turn around. With all of my might I fight the urges to repeat those foolish mistakes or... or remain stuck in a state of paralysis. My feet cemented to the ground and ... and the ground slowly crumbling beneath me. The foundation... not meant to hold the weight it bears... not meant for a permanent resting place... "keep it pushin" I keep tellin myself. My heart races and I am bombarded with confusion. It's... It's time to turn back again... look at yesterday. I don't see nuthin. Not a damn thang... and I'm moving, slowly, hesitantly, but moving...